Lesbian?

Hye...this is the real me..judge me all u want but i'm tired of this fake smile on my face. I got to know that another one of my cuz's is a lesbian..so be it. It is so obvious and of course I can see it from her eyes. I've notice her interest with gurls, 3/4 months ago.

So, dear cuz..don't be afraid to tell me da truth.. u dont have to cover up anything from me..

I know u know and we both know the reality of wat we both are facing..put it diz way gurl... people will not stop talking..especially bad things bout us..but just ignore them..wat else can we do..

People will say i'm crazy cz i'm supose to advice u but , the only person who can decide for u is urself..so if i try to put some sense in ur head but u urself refuse to listen..then..its a waste of time, aite? (Yeah..no harm trying) but...i know its not easy to escape once u r trap in it...so..just enjoy life but know ur limit and be very careful...extra careful..don't do stupid thing or jump into stupid 'act' without consulting me..or at least anybody yang lebih tua...remember that ok... it is not simple...it is more difficult and much more complicated than being straight..trust me i know...