It's. never. easy. to. be. me.
I .wanted .to .cry... but .there's. no .more. tears..
I. wanted. to. scream. it. all. out..
But .it's .too. much .of .a .pain..
I. closed. my. eyes..
Imagining. my .dream.
It's. not. there.
Blame. me. 4. my. own. pain..
For. the. pain. I've. agreed. to. feel.
No. more. tears.
It's. much. more. than. crying.