***

Sometimes, there are things that you kept to yourself knowing the fact that saying it out wont change anything. I was left broken then and I am still broken now. This pain is nothing new to me. What is there to argue anymore. People says that God knows whats best for you but along the way, He gave you test after test that allows you to break again and again. When this hapens, will you blame God or do you blame yourself? That i cant answer.  People who knows me will see me as a strong woman who have gone tru a lot of shit. But must it remain this way? That question is left hanging. So yes, this post is simply written for myself. Me.